a session with chat

just as the song goes.."why can’t it be?…why can’t it be the two of us?..why can’t we be lovers?..only friends?"..there are so many reasons…and the main reason is that..I am a friend of your girlfriend…I don’t know if the two of you really broke apart or what..plus the fact that we are close friends together with our other friends..its not wrong I know and I can handle that kind of situation..but let’s just wait for the right time…maybe, just maybe..we are going somewhere together…there is something you don’t know…I love someone and if I let you court me and have a relationship it will just complicate things…I am sorry..I am not yet ready for this kind of relationship..I can’t engage in a relationship..especially with someone who has a past relationship with a friend…let’s prefer it this way..a friend to one another…just always remember I am here for you no matter what..I will not reveal your personality..you know who you are…

Mahirap nga bang magmahaL????..para sa akin hindi…ang pagmamahal ay nanggagaling sa kaibuturan ng iyong pagkatao..hindi kailanman dapat turuan kung sino ang dapat mahalin..ito ay nararamdaman lamang at nababawasan sa takdang panahon, ngunit sa maraming kadahilanan…bakit maraming tao ang nasasaktan kung inyong tatanungin…sa aking palagay, hindi ang dahilang nagmamahal tayo ang rason kung bakit tayo nasasaktan..ito ay ang mga ispekulasyon at mga inaasam natin sa taong mahal natin…tayo and may hawak ng buhay natin..walang ibang pwedeng pagbuntunan ng galit kung hindi tayo lamang…walang maaaring manakit ng ating pagkatao kung hindi natin iyon pinayagan sa simula pa lamang…walang mali sa pagmahal..kailangan lamang natin itong timbangin at ilagay sa tamang lugar..ang kakayahang magmahal ay biyaya ng Diyos at dahil sa pagmamahal tayo ay nabubuhay at nagiging masaya..kapag nagmahal ka at nasaktan ka..matuwa ka dahil naramdaman mong magmahal…ang sakit ay bahagi ng buhay..kung hindi ka nasaktan hindi mo malalamang may kakayahan kang magmahal..kung ayaw mong masaktan baguhin mo ang pananaw mo huwag mong isumpa ang pagmamahal…dahil bilang tao hindi ka mabubuhay ng walang pagmamahal sa katawan..ikaw lang ang kawawa sa huli..’wag tayong matakot..harapin ang katotohan at maging masaya!!!!!(-_-)

What is being?..there is no exact translation of the word being..it is a word that is hard to dig upon..the big question now is..what is my ontology as a person???..how do I interact with people???..Am I living in this society on my own or Am I someone that thinks about my kapwa?..I am a part of a society that interacts with other people..what I do can affect the lives of other people especially those who are connected  with me..everything I do has an impact and that made me think…What if I do what I want to do???…can it contribute to my being and to the being of other people?..the answer depends on the things I want to do..if it is good or bad for the being of others…

yeah boi!!!What a boring week…haaayyy!!!..masayang walang pasok ng halos buong linggo pero nakakabagot naman kasi hindi naman kami nakalabas at nakapagliwaliw!!!…sige!!ikaw ang gumala sa mabagyong Baguio at tiyak matatakot ka rin…hehehehe!!!…ayon nga…share ko senyo ang nangyari…wala masyado…kasi nga konting oras lang kami sa labas ng apartment namin…yun ay para kumain lang…sobrang nakakapanginig ang ihip ng hangin at halos hindi na kami makalakad ng maayos sa lakas ng hangin..tapos malamang sa malamang na delikado magbyahe ng mga panahong iyon..paano ba naman kasi,,,zero visibility ang Baguio ng mga panahong iyon…pero masaya kasi foggy fog fog..hehehehe!!!…pero syempre ang nakakalungkot na part ay may mga buahy na nakitil dahil sa mga landslides…sana po ay mag-alay tayo ng mataimtim na panalangin para sa kanilang mga kaluluwa…maraming salamat po…hanggang dito na lang po…pagpalaiin tayo ng Poong Maykapal at Nawa’y hindi na maulit ang malagim na trahedya na dulot ng mga katulad ni "Florita"…Peace men and womyn…(**,)

should I continue breathing?..of course…it is not the end of the world…My heart says, go on and love whoever you want but my mind says not yet, which is which?..where will I go?..what will I follow?..I am in a breach of giving up..it even came to a point that I am already numb of the feeling..will I have the time to  love someone?..my mind says..of course you have for you are just a young lady..just wait for the right man to come..the big problem?!!..my family thinks otherwise…What is wrong with me?..Can I afford to be lonely for the rest of my life?…nah!!!not my cup of tea…I want to have a family that I can call my own..I just have to work on my studies first..follow my dream and wait for whoever God will give me as my man…I want him to be my world…The only guy that I will love for the rest of my life…Accept wholeheartedly regardless of his flaws as a human being…Maybe, just maybe, before I graduate I will have someone to call sweetnothings…hehehehehehehe!!!!!!…
hhhhmmmmmnnn!!!..I am excited!!!..what will I be with someone special?..I think it can be learned in the process…Thinking about it..afterall, who sets the rules of not having a boyfriend before graduation anyway?..I did and I can always deviate from that rule…;)